1 result for (book:tes8 AND session:351 AND stemmed:do)
9/53 (17%)
oil
ma
da
disruption
peanut
[... 6 paragraphs ...]
The cupboards there should particularly be repainted; the ceiling is not important, do as you wish. This room collected about it the atmosphere of Ruburt’s desperation. The soap dish in the shower should be replaced. The bathmat should be put away for some time. It may be used later in the future.
[... 2 paragraphs ...]
Ruburt’s classes will do well (very true, July 1971), and will serve as a natural spontaneous and beneficial outlet for his aggressions. These have built up for some time; will now be released beneficially, for all concerned, in springs of enthusiasm and energy directed outward through the teaching encounter.
[... 1 paragraph ...]
His book will do very well now—the dream book. (No, July 1971.)
I recommend that he serve his notice to his Mr. Miller, though he on his own does not feel quite ready to do so. There should be full steam ahead in the proper direction. However a touch of this docility operates in that he fears saying no to the nursery school proposition.
[... 3 paragraphs ...]
A small remark here. Ruburt is still slightly distrustful of the new conditions, asking will they last. This results in the lingering strong sensitivities, which will vanish as he becomes reassured. He was literally terrified. I cannot stress this too strongly. It is taking him a while to realize that he is free. But he is doing so, and energy is being released and is available to him, that was not available earlier.
[... 6 paragraphs ...]
You did not want children, physically speaking. You wanted to reach out in the way that people do when they have children. You wanted a fulfillment indeed, that would of course have physical repercussions in three-dimensional terms, but that was not primarily physical.
You wanted something that your work provides, but in a different fashion. Do not mistake me here. This is a general statement, subject to some specific alterations. However, generally speaking, those completely focused in physical reality will look for their prime fulfillment within it. They will also have children.
[... 19 paragraphs ...]
From the chaos of which you are frightened, you make your order in temperas. You could however do some excellent in oils if you could rid yourself of the fear that they represent. There is no need to force this. I believe you will automatically work out of these fears, and find yourself free to choose either medium.
(Yes—by 1969 at least, possibly earlier. Do only oils by 1970: RFB.)
[... 6 paragraphs ...]
