“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now. Give us a moment, please. (Pause.)

He tempers the bitterness with understanding more than he realizes however, and because of his particular sense of right and wrong, he overly blames himself for what bitterness he has. He is learning now, finally, to be more flexible. The stubborn qualities will later serve us well. The release and self-knowledge gained is this last painful episode will allow him to bring more freedom to our sessions.

This will result in complete belief on his part, and this belief will enable us to achieve results denied us in the past. He will fight for us, you see. He is now completely determined upon health, and the recovery will be remarkably fast, now that it has truly begun, simply because his released energies will now work at it with their accustomed vigor—only now for his benefit.

There is far less danger when his spontaneity overerupts. The ensuing difficulties, if any, are those he dealt when as an adolescent. Then they were heightened by lack of experience, you see. He feared them, adopting instead now the opposite tendency.

The symptoms occurring much less frequently now in the middle of the night refer back to preadolescent fears of immobility because of the parent. Helplessness when laying flat, you see, unconscious and in bed. They can be minimized in three fashions, in any of three fashions.

Your suggestion that he arise at once is an excellent one, intuitively received. This of course presupposes the fact that the symptoms are present to alarm him. If the alarm is set at four-hour intervals, this can eliminate the onset of symptoms, but in each case he would then rise and move about some. This does not seem necessary since the symptoms are now minimized, but I believe the step would prevent them entirely.

He may, on the other hand, tell himself that I am there, watching out for him, and I shall be glad to do so as I have on many an occasion. Often I could not get through to him, but now I will tell him that I will be present.

It was difficult in very early years for his mother to get about in the morning. Later he learned that his aunt was a slow riser, feeling sickly in the mornings. These two suggestions had much to do with the early morning symptoms, and these also, you see, are now vanishing.

Now. This oversubmissiveness was caused by fear, and masqueraded as a quite legitimate loyalty. The loyalty was always there.

I am casting about to see what I have missed of importance. (Pause.) A bedroom with two windows would be of help but is not feasible now. A pale yellow on the walls rather than the white would be of benefit, in that room, you see. It is imperative that Ruburt throw considerable energy into his idea for classes; whether in writing or in psychic matters, that all available, practically available time and effort be given here to such an endeavor; that it not be adopted halfheartedly.

The predictions concerning money were made before Ruburt’s energies were so misdirected, thrown so suddenly against himself, that even I was appalled. They were based as you know on probabilities, and this tumultuous reaction, while a probability, was not a strong one. All these energies were suddenly swept in the wrong direction. They are now swinging to his aid, and you can now at least be thankful for their amazing nature, for the healthful turn will be ever more evident.

This condition has vanished. The weight will now show gains, and the thyroid is operating at normal rates. The resentments are largely being nullified. They are not completely gone, or no symptoms would remain.

Now. Buy some peanut oil indeed, and rub it on the elbows and shoulders and knees for three days. Wait three days and renew the treatment.

You may take your break. He felt incapable of motion, you see, and interpreted this physically. Now the symptoms vanish because he realizes he does have mobility and freedom. He did not dare look to the left, nor the right.

Your suggestion of time in the sun daily is excellent. An evening walk is also advantageous. He will literally soak up affection now as he soaks up the sun, and it will have equal healing effect. The resulting exuberance and strength will be solidly based, and add to your overall happiness as well as Ruburt’s. All of these help him release his energy and focus it in the proper directions. This energy, used to solve your financial problem, or Ruburt’s financial problem, will yield rich benefits. Now to Ruburt: I am with you this evening, and to you both my heartiest wishes.