“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

The releases in his personality could have been achieved in other, easier methods. Nevertheless without these alterations our work could not be fulfilled in all the ways possible. His rigidity of attitude resulted in a trend for self-destruction, tempered it is true, but dangerous. There was a resultant manufacture of various chemicals within his system that tended to reproduce and perpetuate the depressed state of mind. An overproduction of adrenaline that kept him stirred up, but also an overproduction of certain chemicals that physically slowed him down.

When he felt he could not act following his uncompromising nature, he attempted to submit, you see. The resulting resentment was the true basis for all symptoms, and attracted the other sensitivities that nourished them.

I am casting about to see what I have missed of importance. (Pause.) A bedroom with two windows would be of help but is not feasible now. A pale yellow on the walls rather than the white would be of benefit, in that room, you see. It is imperative that Ruburt throw considerable energy into his idea for classes; whether in writing or in psychic matters, that all available, practically available time and effort be given here to such an endeavor; that it not be adopted halfheartedly.

The predictions concerning money were made before Ruburt’s energies were so misdirected, thrown so suddenly against himself, that even I was appalled. They were based as you know on probabilities, and this tumultuous reaction, while a probability, was not a strong one. All these energies were suddenly swept in the wrong direction. They are now swinging to his aid, and you can now at least be thankful for their amazing nature, for the healthful turn will be ever more evident.

The plain apricot juice is best for breakfast, rather than the orange combination, which is acid. The orange apricot juice is all right with eggs and toast, but not with milk and cereal.

Your suggestion of time in the sun daily is excellent. An evening walk is also advantageous. He will literally soak up affection now as he soaks up the sun, and it will have equal healing effect. The resulting exuberance and strength will be solidly based, and add to your overall happiness as well as Ruburt’s. All of these help him release his energy and focus it in the proper directions. This energy, used to solve your financial problem, or Ruburt’s financial problem, will yield rich benefits. Now to Ruburt: I am with you this evening, and to you both my heartiest wishes.