“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

The proper purpose should be the development of the self, and the development of abilities, and it is to elude this responsibility that the chase was originated. The excitement of the chase is being substituted for the excitement that is required and demanded by the questioner, and rightly so because of the questioner’s psychological makeup.

There are definite reasons why the questioner chose the particular personality for this quest. An attempt was made to find a suitable substitute, you see, and a particular group of circumstances then seized upon, in order to initiate the proceedings. The questioner is subconsciously aware of those abilities that should be developed in her own personality, and attempts to project these outward into someone else. Then you see you search for the someone else, neatly labeled, but the capabilities and personality developments must be pursued within the self. You cannot chase after them and possess them by pretending they belong to someone else.

You must know your own personality and develop your own abilities, and this should be your quest now. There is a strength of character, and indeed a rather heartless determination. These can be used to strengthen the framework and extend the limitations of your own personality. You are not developing your abilities, but using vital energies in pursuit of something that you do not basically want to attain.

You have a full stature as a personality that you are not reaching. There is a self into which you shall grow, a strong intuitive self in full control of its own destiny so far as is possible. This is the self that you cannot deny, and this should be the object of your search for now.

Again, the goal should be a development into the best possible self. There will be areas of contention with the young man with whom you are now involved.

No permanent part, unless drastic changes occur in both of your personalities, and this does not seem possible now. There is a psychic connection here, however, and the possibility much stronger in the past. Your ambitions should stand in the way of such a development, and the other personality realizes this.