“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

You must know your own personality and develop your own abilities, and this should be your quest now. There is a strength of character, and indeed a rather heartless determination. These can be used to strengthen the framework and extend the limitations of your own personality. You are not developing your abilities, but using vital energies in pursuit of something that you do not basically want to attain.

You would not be happy with the male, and you intuitively realize this. The obsession to have him grows precisely in proportion to your inner realization that you do not want him, but only the excitement involved in searching for him. You must end the search and face the self.

(Seth’s pace was very fast in here, and I missed some material. I did not ask Seth to slow down, both in the interests of spontaneity for Jane, and because Pat was recording the session. Seth now told Pat she had writing ability, especially for historical works, and that she would do well in writing and history connected with the Tudor period.)

…Give us a moment. (Pause.) You would do well with male characters and be fairly strong in plotting. You must above all things avoid superficialities, for you use them as excuses. You laugh at yourself, and then think that this means that you do not have to take yourself seriously.

A moment. (Pause.) A party in a large room and a later meeting in a smaller room at the same establishment. An equalization. The numbers 4 3 1. Perhaps a room number or an address. I do not know. The man will be connected with an organization, or you will meet him first as a representative of some kind of an organization or bureau.