“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Various portions of the self therefore face physical reality at any given time as the ego. The process is constant. An attempt to maintain the status quo is of course natural on the part of the ego, but when this becomes a stubborn effort to maintain dominancy then the difficulties arise. The self throws up those portions of itself that it considers most able to handle the changing physical environment at any given time.

There had been in the past overweight, and in this instance there was in some portions of the body an overextension of tissue about the joints. The morning symptoms incidentally have to do with this life however, bringing back earlier fears of facing the day, you see.

You see, for years Ruburt hid himself from his mother, and as stated earlier he felt that in giving her his book he had opened himself to her. For years he would not wear anything that had been close to her. Then he shoved this feeling away and would not face it.