“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(The object for the 83rd envelope experiment was a note Jane wrote to me today; I found it on the table this noon upon returning from work, left there by Jane shortly after 11 AM. As usual I placed it between two pieces of cardboard, then sealed it in double envelopes. Jane wrote her note in red ink.

The emergence of these psychic abilities was indeed resented by his ego, and initiated a necessary overhaul of personality, against which it protested. Ruburt will be more his natural and uninhibited intuitional self now. The ego had simply overgrown its bounds.

I will, Joseph, discuss some past-life material here, when I finish with this. (Long pause.) A variety of events led up to the sudden improvement. The letter to Miss Healy was important here; but more than this, intuitionally Ruburt became aware of insights that were necessary if the symptoms were to vanish.

Some of these insights were realized last evening, and resulted in the first truly deeply relaxing sleep of some time. This allowed the subconscious healing abilities to work. He was also clairvoyantly aware of his friend’s death before it occurred, for several months in fact.

This to some slight degree was responsible for added symptoms. For him personally the yoga should be a daily physical and psychic health measure. It will insure the mobility of the inner personality, and dissipate resistances before they accumulate.

You see during Ruburt’s past period of adjustment, our sessions were not cut off. I was able to keep those channels open. You are approaching some excellent periods in your lives, periods that would not have been possible had Ruburt not fully accepted, as he now has, the emergence of his abilities and his responsibility to develop them.

Ruburt did not trust the sessions for some time, since it was the abilities that made the sessions possible that so bothered him. So that has been worked out. A new balance has been achieved, and literally a new personality framework has been established. It too, of course, will change, but now he can let it change joyfully.

A comparable change occurred in your personality, Joseph, after the sessions began. It was less difficult, mainly since you had been ill earlier, you see, and already forced to know the weight of the body when the ego fights the intuitional self.

There was a slight stroke on the left side several months ago with Miss Price, and Ruburt knew of this in a dream. There was, I believe, a hospital stay, though whether this was connected with the stroke I do not know.

The impending death also brought forth associations concerning Saratoga, you see. Miss Price was to some extent a substitute mother image indeed, and a rather dangerous one potentially, in any case, because of the confusion in sex identity. (Saratoga Springs, NY, is Jane’s hometown.)

All of this highly hidden of course. The sexual charge was always used in transformed nature by Miss Price, and turned into the propelling action of many beneficial deeds, for she helped literally hundreds of students, forcing their best from them. She had a military background in two past lives.

In one, Miss Healy was a friend, a general: a Prussian war. They were both Prussian.

5 4 3 1. A twister. A rectangular object. The color blue. Dark circles like black button shapes. A dark wooden door. A letter leaves this door. Spencer. The object came from that door. It was mailed or sent, or the object is connected with an item that was mailed or sent.

(Jane received a telegram from Ann Healy on February 2, Thursday, informing her of the death of her college teacher friend, Blanche Price. Jane answered the wire this morning before writing me the note. The answer was by letter after unsuccessful attempts to telephone Ann Healy over the weekend. I thought that possibly the data had been displaced from Jane’s note to me, to the letter she wrote Anne. The two were closely connected in time, and both concerned highly charged events for Jane.

Now. The emotional effects of the letter to Miss Healy superseded even those of your note in this case. They came written closely together. The city was Baltimore. The arched windows, Miss Healy’s. The date the approximate date the house was built.

The door, the door from which she emerged after sending the telegram. The money having to do with concern over Blanche’s family, and how they would handle Blanche’s estate. The Spencer is a future development. The black buttons on Blanche’s death—the dress she wore. The grave is obvious. Other impressions also apply to the same circumstances—the city, Baltimore. Ruburt was so certain not to block anything that he did not let me focus clearly enough, but that is all right for now. The mail had to do with his letter. That will do for explanation, I believe.