“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now. What have we here? A joyful heart? A grateful Ruburt?

The emergence of these psychic abilities was indeed resented by his ego, and initiated a necessary overhaul of personality, against which it protested. Ruburt will be more his natural and uninhibited intuitional self now. The ego had simply overgrown its bounds.

Remember, the normal consciousness is not synonymous with the ego. The ego is only a portion of consciousness. For Ruburt’s benefit yes, indeed, the cure is permanent, as long as he utilizes what he has learned, and it seems fairly certain that he will.

I will, Joseph, discuss some past-life material here, when I finish with this. (Long pause.) A variety of events led up to the sudden improvement. The letter to Miss Healy was important here; but more than this, intuitionally Ruburt became aware of insights that were necessary if the symptoms were to vanish.

The resoluteness can now be used in a different manner. Ruburt can use it to insure his intuitional psychic and spiritual development.

In time you will experience them as one. Therefore, when you read, and various names are given to, levels of the self, remember this. This point alone will save you much bewilderment. The exercises, the way Ruburt has adapted them recently, are excellent. He should keep this view. You will always adapt in any case. These sessions and material represent your closest and most dependable source of inner knowledge, outside of direct personal mystical experiences.

You see during Ruburt’s past period of adjustment, our sessions were not cut off. I was able to keep those channels open. You are approaching some excellent periods in your lives, periods that would not have been possible had Ruburt not fully accepted, as he now has, the emergence of his abilities and his responsibility to develop them.

Ruburt did not trust the sessions for some time, since it was the abilities that made the sessions possible that so bothered him. So that has been worked out. A new balance has been achieved, and literally a new personality framework has been established. It too, of course, will change, but now he can let it change joyfully.

Now. Ruburt had several dreams concerning Miss Price, also a therapeutic dream last evening that he did not remember. During this period he did not remember his dreams because he purposely closed subconscious channels.

There was a slight stroke on the left side several months ago with Miss Price, and Ruburt knew of this in a dream. There was, I believe, a hospital stay, though whether this was connected with the stroke I do not know.

The poetry served as a convenient and suitable substitute for sexual attraction here on Miss Price’s part. On the other hand she viewed Ruburt as the daughter she would never have, while Ruburt viewed her as the mother she wished for.

Ruburt’s letters in a metal box, with some clothing on top of the box. The poetry is separate. A sister of Miss Price’s is connected here. You will also hear from Miss Healy again. I believe she will join Blanche before long. (Pause, eyes closed.) The number 1815 may refer to a safety deposit box, I do not know. Give us a moment.

(Pause.) An M and an L. We will see. I do not know if this has reference to Ruburt’s letters and Blanche’s sister or relative, or to a contact concerning the ESP book.

The door, the door from which she emerged after sending the telegram. The money having to do with concern over Blanche’s family, and how they would handle Blanche’s estate. The Spencer is a future development. The black buttons on Blanche’s death—the dress she wore. The grave is obvious. Other impressions also apply to the same circumstances—the city, Baltimore. Ruburt was so certain not to block anything that he did not let me focus clearly enough, but that is all right for now. The mail had to do with his letter. That will do for explanation, I believe.

My heartiest wishes to you both, and my assurances to Ruburt that he is indeed out of the black woods.