“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now. What have we here? A joyful heart? A grateful Ruburt?

He developed this objective manner originally years ago because he feared he could not control his own spontaneity. It grew, however, into too strong an armor, and threatened to suffocate him. He will no longer block material now in the sessions, and therefore I will have a freer voice to counsel you when it may be needed.

The emergence of these psychic abilities was indeed resented by his ego, and initiated a necessary overhaul of personality, against which it protested. Ruburt will be more his natural and uninhibited intuitional self now. The ego had simply overgrown its bounds.

The resoluteness can now be used in a different manner. Ruburt can use it to insure his intuitional psychic and spiritual development.

Now. You must not take too literally that which you read, but leave it to the inner self to interpret and decide, and leave it to our material also. For the material represents the very best of your knowledge as it is given to you. Do not let terms confuse you. They are by nature confusing and distorted.

You see during Ruburt’s past period of adjustment, our sessions were not cut off. I was able to keep those channels open. You are approaching some excellent periods in your lives, periods that would not have been possible had Ruburt not fully accepted, as he now has, the emergence of his abilities and his responsibility to develop them.

Ruburt did not trust the sessions for some time, since it was the abilities that made the sessions possible that so bothered him. So that has been worked out. A new balance has been achieved, and literally a new personality framework has been established. It too, of course, will change, but now he can let it change joyfully.

Now. Ruburt had several dreams concerning Miss Price, also a therapeutic dream last evening that he did not remember. During this period he did not remember his dreams because he purposely closed subconscious channels.

Now. The emotional effects of the letter to Miss Healy superseded even those of your note in this case. They came written closely together. The city was Baltimore. The arched windows, Miss Healy’s. The date the approximate date the house was built.

The door, the door from which she emerged after sending the telegram. The money having to do with concern over Blanche’s family, and how they would handle Blanche’s estate. The Spencer is a future development. The black buttons on Blanche’s death—the dress she wore. The grave is obvious. Other impressions also apply to the same circumstances—the city, Baltimore. Ruburt was so certain not to block anything that he did not let me focus clearly enough, but that is all right for now. The mail had to do with his letter. That will do for explanation, I believe.