“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

He has learned that the ego cannot set itself up against the inner self. He has learned to trust and have confidence in the inner self, and to listen to the subconscious which is a part of his inner identity.

He developed this objective manner originally years ago because he feared he could not control his own spontaneity. It grew, however, into too strong an armor, and threatened to suffocate him. He will no longer block material now in the sessions, and therefore I will have a freer voice to counsel you when it may be needed.

The emergence of these psychic abilities was indeed resented by his ego, and initiated a necessary overhaul of personality, against which it protested. Ruburt will be more his natural and uninhibited intuitional self now. The ego had simply overgrown its bounds.

Some of these insights were realized last evening, and resulted in the first truly deeply relaxing sleep of some time. This allowed the subconscious healing abilities to work. He was also clairvoyantly aware of his friend’s death before it occurred, for several months in fact.

The stubborn part of his nature has been a characteristic of most of his past lives. It is basically a resolute characteristic with great potential for balance, a characteristic that can keep him headed, despite any disappointments in the proper directions. When the ego controls this resoluteness however, it turns into stubbornness, and works against the personality. Perseverance becomes pigheadedness then, you see.

The resoluteness can now be used in a different manner. Ruburt can use it to insure his intuitional psychic and spiritual development.

You see during Ruburt’s past period of adjustment, our sessions were not cut off. I was able to keep those channels open. You are approaching some excellent periods in your lives, periods that would not have been possible had Ruburt not fully accepted, as he now has, the emergence of his abilities and his responsibility to develop them.

Now. Ruburt had several dreams concerning Miss Price, also a therapeutic dream last evening that he did not remember. During this period he did not remember his dreams because he purposely closed subconscious channels.

The door, the door from which she emerged after sending the telegram. The money having to do with concern over Blanche’s family, and how they would handle Blanche’s estate. The Spencer is a future development. The black buttons on Blanche’s death—the dress she wore. The grave is obvious. Other impressions also apply to the same circumstances—the city, Baltimore. Ruburt was so certain not to block anything that he did not let me focus clearly enough, but that is all right for now. The mail had to do with his letter. That will do for explanation, I believe.