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SESSION 314

(The regularly scheduled session for Monday, January 23, was not held. Instead Jane and I worked with the pendulum and achieved good results.)

Now give us a moment.(Pause.) The sessions with the pendulum are of great advantage. Your part in them is of particular benefit. I suggest, however, for this evening that you hold your pendulum session now and then return here for my comments. This should work very well, I believe.

(Resume session 9:28.)

He did feel that you had withdrawn from him as far as his writing was concerned, and he has a need for warm daily affection, which he felt you had also withdrawn, for varying periods, and that you did not care that he was feeling poorly. Of course he would not consciously admit these feelings, considering such sentiments were unbecoming on his part. Your help with the pendulum sessions therefore greatly increases their effectiveness. He felt closed off, yet did not consciously think his feelings justified. The feelings existed, however.

These were meant as checks against impulsive or intuitive behavior. He must then behave, he thought, in a measured, reasoned, quiet, calm and disciplined way: and to see that he did, he slowed down the motions the body could make. Now, this is the heart of the matter, and he would not let me give it earlier. He should, and indeed, must, be himself. Those qualities of his of which he became suspicious are those that made our sessions and his development possible.

He has blocked me several times when the cat lover and Jesuit were here, and the circumstances were good for a spontaneous session, particularly good, in fact. I had something to say each time and those moments are gone. He used the physical ailments as excuses to himself. The physical ailments were meant as checks from the beginning. Without spontaneity, he does not operate effectively or well. He has read too, too much along certain lines, and has tried too hard on a conscious level.

You may take a break and I shall continue. If you are very tired, then you may end the session.

We will end our session. If I have overlooked any major point, then I will bring it up in our next session, or earlier. I trust however that this evening’s material will result in Ruburt’s speedy and complete recovery. Much of this has been buried, and instant improvement will show itself now.

It will help if you discuss these points at your next pendulum session.