“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(“No.” At our first discussion, though, Peg told me that a brother-in-law had just come into a tremendous amount of money as a result of lawyers fees, he is a lawyer, and a rich account. She then tied this in with an unpleasant episode in the past where there was trouble with another sister-in-law, and this brother-in-law, and thought that the money would now make this sister-in-law sit up and wonder about her own actions in the past.)

Now. Finally Ruburt discovered for himself, this morning precisely, his basic problem—the problem that eventually everyone must face.

He knows it now in the only real way it can be known. You learned it some time ago, and he knew it intellectually. He did not understand however that fear is not practical. I am speaking of course generally, and of anticipatory fear, not the fear, quite healthy, with which a man faces a ferocious beast.

He has indeed now learned one of the most basic lessons of his life. Had he not learned it, there would have been further difficulties. A man uses his abilities according to the extent of this realization. The notes he wrote should be faithfully read, as he intends each morning, for some time.

Our poor results in the last experimental data were directly the result of the fear which he finally faced. Fear under normal circumstances is immobilizing, as he most certainly now realizes.

He has been going through such a time. He decided to make the journey. He is now returning, and he has learned much. Without the experience his abilities would not fully develop. You went through your own journey and also emerged some time ago.

This response to fear is a danger to psychic work, where freedom is necessary. In projections most of all the self must be mobile. Rapidity of perception, mobility of consciousness, openness of emotional response, are prerequisites for our work. The fearful spirit fears to leave the body, and fears to reside in it also. Ruburt has my congratulations, for he has now successfully passed a period of trial. He tried without involving you except when he grew more than usually discouraged.

He is now released because he has released himself as much as possible from fear. The fearing habit is highly destructive.

Now. In projections the inner self is free to travel within its capabilities—underlined, within its capabilities.

Only some of the data in projections is thus translated. Now, it is possible but difficult to catch your own consciousness in the act of its own natural perception, before impressions become crystallized in physical terms. Even the survival personality must translate perception into terms it can understand.

Now, for your friends. (The Gallaghers, who have been on vacation.)

Now. He will receive it.

John Bradley and another man in a bar discuss Viet Nam now. The man has a mustache, light brownish or gray. The initials C M enter in here.

The book will sell as I have said. Ruburt is doing well now on the book on which he is working. You should sell two more paintings within a relatively brief time.

An uncle important to him is someone else, I believe. An October 6 incident important, perhaps 1937, though I am not certain. Some kind of a missionary connection, and a two-story house that gives the impression somehow of another story. On her part some connection with mathematics or figures, or a liking of figures. Are these figures or figurines? Enough for now. My best wishes to you both.