“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Erratic use of high intensity energy can be disruptive to the system however, for the change of pace can be too abrupt. The system will automatically pace itself, but he must learn to demand that he himself use the energy. It is not available to all to this degree, and he has a tendency to fall back, so to speak, and not to demand the most of himself. This is when physical difficulties arise. I am not suggesting that he run full steam ahead at every moment. I am suggesting that he use the full force of his available energy for every task at hand. He does not know as yet the full strength inherent in this energy. He is a converter, his system tuned toward converting psychic energy.

Your own system, Joseph, handles this energy in an entirely different fashion, and there is with you a certain feedback that works to your advantage, a certain withholding of energy that is then released. With you it leads to a maturation of images, you see. At the same time you have an alternating current, also of high intensity energy, with this maturating tendency however. You have been slower in your projection attempts, yet you will do very well when these twin currents are in harmony. I am using the current idea simply to explain. I do not mean literally two currents.

There seems to be a divorce or separation however, and a coming back together. Something at age 8 for this new baby, a minor operation, perhaps tonsils or appendix—this sort of thing. She will have a lot of design, and a tendency toward painting. Whether it will be developed I do not know. The child will have a son who will be a professor in a subject having to do with dirt or the earth.