“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

You tie yourself in knots, so to speak. You think so rigidly of concerns that are primarily insignificant to you, as a whole self (long pause, eyes closed) and make a fetish of them. You identify, despite your knowledge, mainly with the ego. This cuts you off from the inner self. I am speaking generally here, to you, Joseph, applying no more to you than anyone else.

I am however directing this particular discussion toward Ruburt. As far as his overall personality structure is concerned, creativity is a must. Without it he does not feel secure. His identity is strongly connected with his creativity. The financial success of his book is extremely important to you both, incidentally, on a conscious egotistical level.

When these symptoms show themselves, then he should look out for health difficulties. There is nothing seriously wrong with his system, nor do I foresee any serious difficulties. However he has his own pattern. The symptoms are these: Poor memory, or none, of his dreams; no poetry; a consistent lower-than-usual level of exuberance. These are the main ones, and I am speaking of perhaps a two-month period here.

I am not sure. It may have to do with flowers.

(First Question: What is the spectacular arrangement you mentioned? “I am not sure. It may have to do with flowers.” This seems to pin the spectacular reference down to the postcard picture, since it shows the statue of Mother Goose in Story Book Land, surrounded by red and white flowers.

There is a boon coming to you financially. I do not know whether this represents sales, or sale, on Ruburt’s part or not. But some money, either sooner than you expect, or unexpected. The number three is connected here, but I am not sure how. The amount may begin with a three, or it may be received within three days or thirty days. It is definite, and you will receive it in any case before three months have passed.