“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

In the beginning you will not retain it steadily. It will grow by leaps and bounds however. It’s growth has nothing to do with your physical time, but with inner value fulfillments of which you may not be consciously aware. This last is important. Contrary to usual opinion, periods of poor health are often the result of egotistic rather than subconscious manipulations. (Long pause.) You become overconcerned with the egotistical situations, and hamper the inner self.

You tie yourself in knots, so to speak. You think so rigidly of concerns that are primarily insignificant to you, as a whole self (long pause, eyes closed) and make a fetish of them. You identify, despite your knowledge, mainly with the ego. This cuts you off from the inner self. I am speaking generally here, to you, Joseph, applying no more to you than anyone else.

(Break at 9:33. Jane had been out as usual. Her pace had been average, her eyes mostly closed; she had taken a few long pauses. She resumed in the same manner, smoking once more, at 9:40.)

Something oval. Egg-shaped (pause) as a thin oval line just inside of a rectangular card.

(Pause.) Ruburt here thinks of his corn, and Lois.

(Pause. Jane lowered the envelope to her lap.) Liquor connection. A visit to a place where it is sold. A man here.

(Pause. “Good night, Seth.”