“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

I visit you therefore, but I do not dream of you in the way that you might think. Now Ruburt has not, in his imagination, given me a particular physical image, and dreaming at your level involves visual images. So he does not dream of me in that way.

He does contact me however without his conscious knowledge in his dreams on some occasions. We simply speak to each other, but he does not remember what has been said consciously. Of course on other levels he is aware of these communications.

You have also communicated with me in this manner, Joseph, for your edification. You may if you wish suggest that you will remember some of these conversations, and then you may be able to do so, to some degree. (Long pause, eyes closed.)

For each time when they come to her aid she says to herself, “If they did not love me they would not help me.” At the same time however this help is held up to the father, for it is the mother who asks for the assistance, and the assistance is always in some way held up against the father. This is also a type of revenge, however, for the mother is now in a stronger position, after having been kept in an inferior one for nearly a lifetime.

Now. In regard to the Boston existence, we will try to add a few details. Tonight I am attempting to answer some questions, and give you some reincarnational material in which you are interested. We will do this in our own way. Oftentimes a few sentences of seemingly unrelated material will later be found to be pertinent. On other occasions the unrelated material simply allows me to slyly insert specific information without alarming Ruburt.

Do you have an envelope for me?

(Jane paused at 10:18. Without opening her eyes she took the envelope for our 52nd experiment from me. She held it to her forehead briefly then lowered it to her lap; she resumed her earlier position, her head lowered to one hand.)

The words unholy alliance come to me here. A selection, or something offered from which selections may be made. A star shape. Something round, again, with spokes leading outward, but rather prominent. For us.

(Break at 10:29. Jane said she was well dissociated. Her eyes had remained closed through both experiments. I had the feeling that she hadn’t wanted me to ask questions, particularly. When I hesitated she called for break.

(“The words unholy alliance come to me here.” The whole of chapter five, from which the object comes, concerns the close relationship between dreaming and waking life. We see the idea of alliance here, but not unholy particularly. Seth might have been spoofing us a bit, or it could be a slight distortion. My notes indicate nothing out of the ordinary in Jane’s delivery at the time.