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TES5 Session 204 November 1, 1965 14/200 (7%) John Driscoll Dudley Elms companion
– The Early Sessions: Book 5 of The Seth Material
– © 2013 Laurel Davies-Butts
– Session 204 November 1, 1965 9 PM Monday as Scheduled

[... 23 paragraphs ...]

I am not here referring in particular to any affair that might prove embarrassing. I am referring to an affair... Give us a moment... of a family nature that has not yet developed, but that will develop shortly.

[... 3 paragraphs ...]

We have to work this way with our friend Ruburt, though he is indeed improving. In regards to your raise, the number 3 comes up. I am trying to loosen Ruburt up here, for he is always afraid of wrong results, and this hampers me.

[... 5 paragraphs ...]

Permission, and a very airy attitude indeed. I am however enjoying myself. I will let you all take a break. No one is tired but Joseph, for I have kept him going at a steady rate indeed.

[... 24 paragraphs ...]

When you intend to leave in the middle of a session, there is hardly time for me to light into you adequately, or to answer the questions that I think we could answer. I am not harsh with you. Indeed, I have been harsh with no one, though I have been tempted at times. And I am always hampered both by time and because of mechanical difficulties, and because we must be so still and silent.

[... 10 paragraphs ...]

Well, I try to be gentlemanly. While I do not try to tune in indiscriminately with those with whom I am acquainted, nevertheless my range is wide, and at times I pick up information, and I am projected to places. And so it was, and it was my voice.

[... 18 paragraphs ...]

Again a candle, but a tall one, and a floor with many designs, as of diamond shapes. I am sorry Joseph that the recorder is not going, as I feel restrained and could speak more quickly.

[... 14 paragraphs ...]

I did not like the implications of her background. I am not speaking of a social background, as you should know. I am speaking of a psychic background and environment that were, and are, unhealthy and detrimental, and with which you should not become involved. I am speaking of a psychic environment only, and of a home situation on her part which has deeply colored her activities, and which regulates her relationships.

For she is grasping in a way that is gluttonous and disastrous for those with whom she comes in contact. There is a reaching out, but a reaching out which is not for the good. Again, I am not speaking in terms of any kind of morality as it is socially understood. I am speaking of emotional health, and of demands.

[... 27 paragraphs ...]

I am unsure here. I believe she was a Catholic, and that to some extent this had something to do with her own difficulties.

[... 13 paragraphs ...]

I will here suggest a break again, out of deference to our Joseph’s diligence; and if you have any questions, Philip, I will do my best to answer them. And if you resented my intrusion, I am indeed regretful.

[... 11 paragraphs ...]

Now the man involved has something to do with mechanics. I am not sure of the age. Between, I should say, 27 and 37, though this is not precise, I know. I have the feeling she may be older.

[... 4 paragraphs ...]

I am able to look from a different perspective, but still I see only possibilities. And on that particular evening I saw a possibility that was not attractive.

[... 26 paragraphs ...]

I hesitate to use the word oath or vow, but something along these lines. Perhaps a promise would be more fitting as a word to describe what I am thinking of.

[... 1 paragraph ...]

We then bid you all a most fond and affectionate good evening. We may indeed end up with another session before Monday, but if so we shall see to it that you do not write up all our notes. I do my best in my own way to look out for all of you, and yet I am also limited as to my actions within your system. You must often read between the lines when I speak. Subconsciously you pick up more than you realize, and subconsciously you make preparations for events of which you may be consciously unaware. I cannot spell all things out, and I would not do so if I could.

[... 6 paragraphs ...]

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