1 result for (book:tes3 AND session:116 AND stemmed:voic)
6/59 (10%)
censorship
props
procedure
replenish
proceed
[... 5 paragraphs ...]
(The session did begin in a new way. At 9 PM Jane was sitting opposite me at our living room table, where I take my notes. She took off her glasses as usual, but instead of rising to begin pacing about the room she remained seated. Her eyes were closed, and remained closed whenever she delivered material throughout the evening. Her voice was normal, her delivery rather rapid but with pauses. For the most part she sat with one leg drawn up, an arm resting upon the knee, her hand to her head as though propping it up. She held a lighted cigarette in the other hand.
[... 16 paragraphs ...]
(Jane’s delivery of the above material had been somewhat slow and hesitant, but clear. It gave me the feeling of being uneven, but I note that the typewritten copy reads as well as any of the other material. Her head was down much of the time, as though she might fall asleep. Her voice did not lose volume. She appeared to be restless now, shifting about on her chair. Some of the pauses between phrases were indeed quite long.)
[... 14 paragraphs ...]
(Break at 9:45. Jane’s eyes immediately opened as her head came up. She looked sleepy, and reached for her glasses. She did not smoke or drink during delivery. She said her state of dissociation was deeper, that she was “way out.” She heard her voice however, and my answers. She was surprised at the amount of time that had passed. She remembered the pauses, but had thought they were “nothing.”
[... 11 paragraphs ...]
(End at 10:16. Jane was fully dissociated as before, and again looked sleepy when the session ended. This time she was not aware of anything except her voice. She was not aware of the darkness. Her attention was elsewhere.
[... 1 paragraph ...]
(Jane was quite intrigued because she had no conception of darkness or light while delivering material. She wasn’t aware of using her voice. She heard the words after they were spoken, but could not retain them.
[... 5 paragraphs ...]
(December 30, Wednesday, 11:30 AM: Voices were in conversation with me. I believe they were people I know. I could not retain what was said. I think Dick Roberts, editor at Dell, said something about going to California for a publishing firm. Yet now I am not sure.)
