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The pacing back and forth has always been a symbol and a manifestation of his insistence that he stay on his feet, this of course relating to his invalid mother; also a manifestation of control on his part as far as the sessions are concerned. Nor is he now relinquishing control. He is merely shifting focus from one level to another, and allowing me to speak in this manner, because he now realizes that I am no threat to any portion of his individuality as a self.
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(December 28, Monday, 11:30 AM: I saw a pair of eyes close to me, looking straight at me. They were moist and very dark, wet but not soft. They were not human eyes, yet did not appear to be animal either.
(December 29, Tuesday, 11:30 AM: Achieved a terrific sense of well-being, of suspension and lightness. I had the sensation of rising.
(December 30, Wednesday, 11:30 AM: Voices were in conversation with me. I believe they were people I know. I could not retain what was said. I think Dick Roberts, editor at Dell, said something about going to California for a publishing firm. Yet now I am not sure.)
