“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

I am somewhat taken back to discover that Ruburt, upon learning to use his abilities, would also attempt to censure the direction of their use.

It is as if, with his ordinary eyesight, he tried to so censure himself that he saw only sunlight. Oftentimes information such as he has been receiving, is received but not correctly interpreted or understood, with the result that the physical and psychic organism is bound in nervous knots of apprehension, for which there seems to be no cause.

This sort of experience does, for you, indeed have its unpleasant side, and the ego most naturally combats. Nor is this to be unexpected for any physical death, or knowledge of any such physical death, is considered automatically as a threat by the ego. Hence Ruburt fears that he, and not his mother, is here involved.

He has been doing so well at his homework.

My most dear friends, I will now close our session, and may I say to Ruburt, if he will let me: Be of good cheer, for there are lights where you think there is darkness. And may I again assure him that his existence is in no way involved with any of the information he has received, at all.

I am developing, or helping him develop, his abilities with all caution. Your abilities are indeed developing and even now growing, in a different manner, beneath the surface, but they will show themselves, and much to your benefit.