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Again, also I have said nothing about Ruburt’s change in status at the gallery, for my own reasons. And it will do you no good to ask me what they are.

One note to Mark. I have mentioned rather strenuously that it is most necessary for him to find his own establishment. The twinges that he feels are indeed warnings, or nudges rather, from his own subconscious mind, that he do this and thus bring the plans for it into actual reality.

Only the kitchen incident, approximately eight ten. I do not know whose kitchen. I presume it a kitchen, because of a table of that type.

I would add–not to this–that of late Ruburt is learning to let his subconscious mind work for him, rather than against him; having to do with the gallery. I am not going to have these sessions deal with mental tricks, even though the end would be a good one. The demonstrations of this sort will always arise spontaneously, and the spontaneous data that so arises will usually be accurate.

Three nights ago, of a large room. I am aware of it through his subconscious mind. He is not consciously aware of it, I do not believe, although it hastened his plans. There was a shadow over the room, and the room was divided into many portions, which represented the various divided fears and desires he has at this time.

Remember, I look in on you now and then, and I look out for those close to you. If I am not a guardian angel, I do a fairly good job of approximating one’s duties, with little thanks, though I do hear vague glimmerings of appreciation. And Ruburt’s energy could still be directed to more constructive ends.

He is given, indeed, to a peculiar habit of sloth which he must conquer if his artistic abilities are to bear fruit. And you, dear friend, could do with giving your intuitions greater freedom, for you are already adequately blessed with self- discipline.

I am treated like an enemy, though with a kind face. If my suggestions came from Ruburt’s subconscious mind alone, and they do not, they would be valid for you both.

I understand why such suggestions are taken with caution, and despite all I do not blame you. I have always believed in caution. Time, however, will show that this material is valid, that no unhealthy subconscious tendencies are finding release, or giving dictation to you.

There must be a balance, and there shall be. Indeed, there is here, between intuition and discipline. But I do know laws of energy that neither of you are acquainted with. Far be it from me to tamper with Ruburt’s precious ego. The assistant to the director of the Arnot Art Gallery is not to be tampered with indeed!

I do never mean to hint that material goals are basically important, for they are not. But within bounds shoddy physical constructions are a poor commentary upon psychic health. Because your hand is tired I will end, and I will again promise a short session.

Ruburt might squawk, but he has nothing to squawk about. I keep him in shape, and I’m afraid I’ll have to do the same for you. And so good night.