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(At 8:55 PM Jane was still sitting out on the front steps; it had been a very hot day, and a busy one for us. By this time I was getting my papers together for the session. I took my usual place at our living room table, wondering whether Jane would appear on time. Just as I became comfortably seated she entered, saying that although she did not know the exact time she felt she should come upstairs.

(Earlier this evening the pendulum had told Jane we would have a witness for the session, but none had appeared. Jane was somewhat nervous by 8:59, though not anything like she used to be. She began dictating on time in a normal voice, and at a rather brisk pace. Her eyes darkened and she paced back and forth as usual. None of these attributes changed to any degree during the session.)

(“Good evening, Seth. Who was Thomas Voghler?”

(“Who was Thomas Voghler?”)

I am also aware that your real-estate man was here, and I am also aware that we are still involved in our discussion on matter. Also, I have been letting your own experiments collect for a while. You will see for yourself that they will have a tendency to fall into certain types of pattern, and you will have various examples of each type.

Ruburt’s emotional charge this evening is truly astounding. If I were at the other end of it I would duck for cover. In the past he was not as honest as he is now with himself, and in his younger years as an adolescent he would never allow himself to know exactly what he was angry at.

(Break at 9:31. Jane was dissociated as usual. She said it had seemed like a timeless half-hour to her. My writing hand felt no fatigue.

(Break at 10:05. Jane was dissociated as usual. Her delivery had slowed somewhat from its earlier pace. We let Willy out of the other room; ignoring us, he curled up in a chair. Jane resumed in the same manner at 10:14.)

(Break at 10:32. Jane was dissociated as usual. Just before break, she held her hands out toward me, indicating that once again they felt fat or enlarged. She could not say just when the phenomenon began, but during break it began to quickly abate.

(End at 11:00. Jane was dissociated as usual. Her hands still felt somewhat fat, she said, though the sensation was much milder than before. My writing hand felt no fatigue to speak of.)

(Wednesday, 7/1, 8:15 PM: As soon as I lay down I began to experience my usual thrilling sensation. It was rather strong. I then induced the usual desired state, and tried for a deeper, secondary state. I seemed to achieve it.

(Later I saw the smiling face of our landlord, James Spaziani. He said something quite clearly, which I understood and retained for a few minutes, but nevertheless forgot by the time the experiment was over.

(Later again, I had a look at a man in the camping area at Enfield Glen. He was dragging a large tarpaulin upon which was piled a miscellaneous collection of camping equipment; he was pulling the tarpaulin down the center grassy area of the camping grounds, heading toward the entrance.