“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Then she was running across a field looking for help. She did not realize she was dead. She didn’t know why she was in the field; she went back to the house and saw herself lying on the floor. The husband and son were working on the farm somewhere. The daughter was gone—had “run off somewheres.”

(The house of Malba’s aunt was right in town. Malba’s parents were not married and the aunt brought Malba and her brother up. The mother left them early, the father a few years later. Malba was ashamed at being illegitimate, and told us that it was very important to have a good name. She didn’t think anything of her parents.

(I asked Malba if she could contact her husband, if he was on her plane. She replied that she didn’t care to, that he remarried too soon after her death.

(Malba said that on her plane she was supposed to learn things, to be taught, but she didn’t know how. Others come to teach her. She called Seth a philosopher.”He’s smarter than I am.” She likes it where she is much better than on earth. Sometimes she is all alone, can’t see anyone else. She doesn’t know how she gets around; for instance, she will find herself doing something without knowing how or why she started it.

(Malba could not explain what she did between visits with us. She “learned things.” She agreed with us that she knew more now than when on earth. She didn’t know when, if ever, she would move onto another plane. She remarked quite often that Jane and I were not at our best tonight and that she wasn’t either. She said that now she will often do things she doesn’t like to do, but could not explain when I tried to learn more. She did say everything was easier though. She said the population of Decatur was about 12,000.