“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

You see, they quite envy you. However, they were unable to take advantage of your knowledge because of the condition of their own psyches. The affair served to remind them once more of my contact with them, to make them think twice, and it also serves as a new stimulus for further contact.

From this standpoint these are fragment personalities; therefore, they have your memories up to that point of their initiation, and they continued on from there. They were seen by you as far older, as you interpreted, created and then perceived bitterness and negative attitudes. To them, however, they were the age that you were at the point of their breakoff. Such personalities can be created and are created under varying conditions too many to enumerate.

You felt the money might be needed for your parents, and as you continued you became more bitter at the sacrifice you felt you were making. Actually, the negative conditions were so accepted that you simply followed them.