“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(We waited for the session to begin for an hour and four minutes — something neither of us could recall having done in the past. Both of us were silent for long periods. At 10:05 Jane remarked: “I feel like there’s a whole lot of material out there getting organized, but it just hasn’t gotten here yet. Weird…. I don’t think I’ve ever felt quite this way before. Otherwise I’d just say the hell with it and do something else. But if I don’t have a session tonight, then in the next one I’ll want to know why it didn’t happen this time. It’s as though I could wake up at 2 A.M. and say, ‘Oh my god, here it is….’”

On a very few occasions over the past years, before a session Ruburt has felt a distance between us, or that our material was not quite ready. I have already explained that sometimes I leave you a “tape.” Usually that takes care of any such instances. This evening, however, Ruburt somewhat sensed not only a distance but also the larger complications of my activities.