“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Jane’s impressions to Bette of a past life the class had received the previous week in Alpha: “You had seven children. Your last name was something like Masar.  There may be either a Y or an E at the end of it. Not the end of it. I received the impression of your absolute hatred of your husband that rushed through you at that time that had just evolved in terror. You shot him.”

Now over here we have great energy, and because I am aware of your conversations, strong power that is being withheld out of caution and fear. You have a strong core of energy tested too early and not under the best of circumstances, though at the time you may have believed so. You are much easier now, but at the time, there was an explosion of energy on your part that you did not understand, and you were afraid that in this explosion of energy you would go too far outward and there would be nothing left, so to speak, that you would get away from yourself and lose yourself beyond all hopes of recovery.

Now I am speaking, in your terms, for I understand the way that you feel. I have felt that way many times myself. I have also, however, been one of the ignorant masses, in your terms, who listened to the ringing through the centuries. I have been taken in by every kind of con game that the centuries have known and what you have forgotten is that so have you. You have been on both sides of the fence. You are learning to know what energy is and how to use it. Now you are on one side of the fence, in your terms, but you have been on the other sides.”

([Gert:] “During psy time I got a picture, I think of myself, as a man standing in a grassy area, like someone’s backyard, and a woman. There were three children. She carried one on her right hip and I would say about 18 months old, about a two year old and a five year old, and the girl had braids, and they were looped around, and she had a big apron on. I didn’t see her face, but I got the feeling that she was my wife and that I was not being very compassionate or understanding to her. My question is, was this me or was it something I was picking up?”)

It was in a life both in Sweden and Denmark. There were two lives. One in the 1500’s or late 1400’s and one in the 1700’s. One as quite a cosmopolitan around Oslo. None of that material, however, has any bearing now on the specific challenges on which you are working. The lives were relatively neutral. You were picking up, however, your own feelings at that time.

Now give us a moment. You joined a navy not of your own country. I believe the English navy during one of these lives and traveled far off the north coast. You spent, also, some time in Ireland, and this is approximately now 1732 to 1750 at which time you retired. You were extremely dogmatic. Given to ceremony, again, counting your brass buttons. Working to be the equivalent of an admiral.

At the same time, however, you came into contact with merchants, quite unusual in this particular circumstance, coming up from Africa. This particular expedition was lost, and you divested the ship of its cargo with the help of the men on your ship, and of course without giving payment. Alae (spelled out), now that was the name of a particular type of cargo, perhaps algae, that was a part of the ships contents. There was also, however, some opium from Turkey. You made a killing on the opium in Holland. It is nearly impossible to find, for example, any proof or record of that transaction since you did not deal in contracts but relied upon your word of honor. In this case it meant taking the contents of the hold by force.

Imagine, if you must, that you have backdoors through which this energy emerges, fresh from the fountains of the universe. Now imagine this universe, imagine this energy connecting; focused, vital and strong. Close your eyes and imagine it in this room. Imagine all the energy that is available to you, here now, connected and send it outward to the woman in question. Send it through space and time easily through the vehicle of my voice. Use my voice, therefore, as a vehicle upon which unending energy can rise and let that power then of vitality and life and strength enter the body and spirit and mind of the woman and fill her with the feeling of vital life and give her the knowledge of herself that she now so desperately requires. Feel that energy glide as easily through the air as air currents; as naturally and as easily as the wind that feels both night and day. Feel it then fill her frame with vitality and strength and know that you have a part in this, and that through the part that you are playing are you also being filled with therapeutic energies and with vitalities that will rejuvenate your spirit and your mind.