“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now Ruburt did not know what he was going to speak about this evening and half of his talk in class is automatic, as you know, but it was no coincidence that he became involved in his talk of power and energy for you had a deep distrust of your own energy to sway people as a salesman (to Davey) as you had a distrust of your ability to sway people as a minister (to Joel) and as you also have the same feeling (to Davey), for what happens is this.

You do not trust those that you can sway. You trust an adversary because you cannot move him; and you think, there is a man, he will not listen to me, therefore, he must really be great, and you also feared him, and that is why you trust your enemies in a strange fashion for they convince you that a portion of the race is worth saving. Those that stand against you, you feel have a great energy and a great power.

You nearly ended up on the gallows in England. However, you were lucky enough to escape and spend your finer years as a contented potbellied old gentleman near Oslo. Now, the name of the town began with a B and I can only approximate it. Baenog—another letter and then oe, what you would call an outskirt of Oslo, twelve miles distant. Your last name, Bungannon. The first name, Thomas. The wife’s name, Sarah. And he left 44 grandchildren and great, great grandchildren. You had 7 children in all.