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Now each of you, in your own way, hide certain groupings of feelings from yourselves so I am not necessarily directing this specifically at our friend here except that she has the trouble with the ear this evening. The earlier incident, of which you spoke earlier to Ruburt, is connected with this one. And later I will see that Ruburt tells you about it more specifically. For now I will simply tell you that the connection is there. You know that it is, but you must think of what noise represents to you, and what it is that you do not want to hear, and why at this particular time you do not want to hear it.
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It is connected with Sean, but it also has deeper roots. I will see that Ruburt tells it to you. This also has to do, however, with the fear of exterior stimuli and the basic fear that it will sweep you away, destroy your person and (words lost) of it. You have no security and these thoughts and feelings are highly erroneous. You have physical senses for a reason. They are to help you, not to hinder you. When you refuse to use them for whatever reason, you lessen your own abilities and your own effectiveness as you know, but this is not ever thrust upon you. This is a method of learning, and as you learn you will solve the problem.
I want all of you in this specific case to let out with the heartiest Mu for our friend here to clear her ears. I will let Ruburt do it, however, because I do not want to huff and puff and blow the roof down. I want that Mu to be as loud and hearty as you can make it, and I want you to take it and joyfully, and let it go through you completely. Not in fear but in joy. Now I want this Mu also to be directed at our friend here (Sue) and let them both see that noise can be spiritual and vital and healing and alive and good.
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Then those of you who are adventurous can begin to embark on some night time experiences such as you have never remembered before. This can start now, and for some of you it will. Now I want each of you to put your notebook, each of you, to put your notebook by your bedside. And tell Ruburt he is no exception. Now explorers must keep records, and you are all explorers, and we draw our black sheep of the universe from all directions.
(To Sue.) What Ruburt told you was correct as far as it went.
Now I want to see each of you follow those directions as well, of course, as those directions given earlier by Ruburt for our beanstalk here. We want him healthy, strong, glowing and laughing. I expect your adventures to begin this evening.
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(Very softly) You know what I am about to do because I know what Ruburt knows, that our friend upstairs is not upstairs. Now then I want you to do something else.
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