“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

I merely said I was taking a break. I would not presume to announce a break for Ruburt, there are some egotistical bounds of his, and I would not presume to upset him.

(During break Sue told of diving off the high bridge at Cornell after a boy appeared at her side urging her on and of his disappearance. Joel told Jane of his personality, Bill, beginning to speak through him, directly instead of the automatic writing.

Recognize the fact that distortions will occur, particularly in the beginning. You are flesh and blood at this point of space and time as you think of it, and not sterile pure air, therefore, what you receive will automatically come through the subconscious layers of your mind. There will be specks of subconscious dust on it. Later you can wipe them off, but do not discard the entire experience because you fear these specks of dust. Learn to work through them. And he will not go beyond some point where you cannot follow. You will not lose him in a nether land or some forsaken place where you cannot reach him, so do not fear that. Instead, if the abilities are used, and used widely, you will find you will come closer together and not further apart and without the security of knowing that you are there he would not use the ability. He would not use them for he needs to know that the physical universe, like the floor, is directly beneath his feet and that there is someone there who wants to make very sure that he will get back. Therefore, the doubts that you voice are also his own unvoiced ones so do not be ashamed of them. Do you follow me? You are beginning. The personality that you are now encountering will also change for he is also beginning in his own line of endeavor.

([Joel:] “I guess I was looking for a handle, something to see as a personal sign of the change in him.”)

([Joel:] “Do you know him?”)

I do not know him. I know through various grapevines of him, and let us leave it at that for now.

It does, indeed. Now what you are hearing of the other personality is a dim image of what he is, for he cannot as yet relate to you what he is. What you are getting of him is a dim web work that is not substantial as yet. Give yourselves both time to build this web work before you decide to jump up and down upon it.

(Brad remarked it had also helped him while he was taping and typing the sessions.)

(To Arnold.) I still hope to meet him behind the molecules.