“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now, you have been what would now seem to you to be chaotic energy—forming universes. You have drifted through interstellar space, not knowing yourself. You have traveled for eons without attaining the knowledge of your identity. You have traveled without knowing who or what you were as elemental particles of consciousness. You have gathered your strength and individuality. You have learned to handle energy. You have added to your consciousness. You have become more aware. You have learned to some extent, some small extent to this time, the responsibility of creativity. You are evolving. Each of you is evolving the forms by which you will manifest yourself. You have come a long way from undifferentiated chaos, in your present terms, to what you are. Notice, I did not say you came from undifferentiated chaos, but what you would now regard as that.

([Florence:] “When we were elemental particles—was this before we formed our consciousness?”)

It is always in a state of becoming. There are always surprises that come out of itself. Therefore, when it began its journey, in your terms, it did not know the ending and the cloud particles did not know that they would become a man or a woman.