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Now I bid you welcome, I do not mean to put my good friend here too much on the griddle. I did it... I did it. You should use the intellect you have and the intuition that you have, but I sneak through the cracks. Where there are no doors I push through little cracks in your armor and in your wall. And through those cracks you find your own escape and your own freedom and your own ways to truth.
[... 2 paragraphs ...]
It seems that our Lady from Florence is not looking inward. It seems that she is not experimenting, it seems that she does not know in some large manner why she is here. Of all of you, she has had the fewest inner experiences, so it would seem, yet she is forbidding her own purposes by being here. And a portion of her personality knows what she is learning. And she knows that I have a spot in my invisible heart for her. And she fulfills a purpose in this class, and in this group, that is highly important, at the same time she is indeed fulfilling inner possibilities and opening roads.
[... 10 paragraphs ...]
Now, I have been a woman in several reincarnations. And [to Brad] so have you. Many of the women here have been men in several reincarnations. You need both. You must be a mother and a father. You must have reincarnations in which you are a mother and a father. You must be both male and female. And had I not been both male and female, I would not be able to speak to you and you and you. For I would be imprisoned within the barriers of sexual perception. And you may change to your heart’s content. It is good for you.
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Intellectually you will understand the material, if you read it. I did not mean, earlier, to give the impression that I was poking fun at our friend’s intellect, only that you can at times prevent him from reaching out to others as he should. I need and needed an intellect through which I could work so that our basic principles could be understood by those who were intellectually inclined. And so that the scientist and mathematicians, the religious men, the philosophers, could find no fault with our reasoning. Through Ruburt’s books we can reach and help many individuals. But they will not be reached as I’m reaching those of you in this room.... Recording or no. Our friend Ruburt himself has not understood the meaning of our classes sufficiently. Nor the energy that exists here and that will reach beyond the confines of this room. Our friend over here (Theodore) has Ruburt’s back. It is not a barrier to him.
[... 2 paragraphs ...]
When I am jovial and when you know me as I am, realize that I have been what I am for a long time—with alterations and changes and developments. And that as you sit here before me, you are far more than you know. And if it seems to you that I have said this on endless other occasions, indeed I have. When I say it and repeat it, I say it and repeat it for a reason. It is so that you will know that vitality is joyful, and that personality has eternal validity and that changes continue. And that as you challenge me, so shall you be challenged.
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