“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

From Tuesday AM through Friday late afternoon—it seems that more or less constant softening and loosening of all moveable parts went on, particularly the gradual releasing of heavy ligament group in neck, right side. On two nights in bed, definite softening of very important muscles and ligaments from hips down back of legs, under knees; and also stomach muscles right side. Ankles also. Arm and shoulder areas softening, and I could reach further with my left arm. Only occasional difficulty reading and hardly any copying James; so that I worked up to an hour and a half probably. Friday AM in particular. I “smelled victory”, and found myself imagining how I’d write it all up. I didn’t walk as Seth suggested. I was just too hot but did make an effort not to sit too long; to go out on back porch, etc. Did do suggestions and try to return to the natural moment—though did forget that a few times. Felt quite ambitious Friday AM.

Friday afternoon and Saturday—As I worked on James, I massaged my head, which certainly seemed to help the neck and other areas. Took nap. On awakening could feel my eyes were bugging out and vision blurred some; Pat and Carroll came; I’m embarrassed to be seen walking as I do—worse Carroll comments on my eyes—throat—I’m mad at me and at her; instant poor mood, worry about eyes again—think worse things—make an effort to trust the physician within; tell myself to ignore negative suggestions—then return to natural data. It took me several hours unfortunately. But I had a good time Friday night with Gallaghers and slept well; and eyes did improve again. Saturday AM the parts of my body that had felt softer, were quite sore; knees and arms. My eyes were fair. I went out because I thought I should; anyhow later, the parts stopped being sore; and walking there was another difference as if I were trying to swing some from side to side the way you should; felt some ambitious, cleaned bathroom a bit....

[...] I felt somewhat better all over this AM....mentally more ambitious or something and moved to back patio studio. [...]

Preface: This book will be my most ambitious project thus far. [...]

It may be said by some that any book at all is an ambitious endeavor, when it originates from a psychological source (underlined) so far divorced from your ordinary ideas of creativity. [...]

[...] “He said this one will be his most ambitious project to date.”

[...] (Pause at 10:11.) There were also men called “Little Popes,” those in training of an ambitious nature, and catered to. [...]

(At 8:45 Jane said she was not very ambitious. [...]

[...] But as mankind grows even more ambitious then the idea will cease to work for him, and it will be actually discarded on theoretical terms while it is still utilized in its limited fashion in practical mundane terms, as you still find the table useful in practical terms; although theoretically you realize that it is not a solid you still manufacture tables, and you will still use watches long after your scientists discover that the theory of successive passage of moments is antiquated and itself passé.

[...] (Long pause.) Maybe its actually when I feel most ambitious that I begin to feel most helpless, since I began to realize how little I’m actually doing. [...]

[...] Too ambitious a project. [...]

[...] Your activities in the sleep state will actually be rather ambitious, and you will generate considerable energy from them. [...]

I may in advance tell you something about your journey, since you have been so ambitious of late.

[...] And I was ambitious, as all intelligent young men of that time were. [...]

[...] For example, some individuals do not undergo any such periods, but because of development and progress during their past lives, they are ready to begin more ambitious programs.

Our friend is now feeling somewhat more ambitious of late. [...]

[...] Ruburt’s new and more ambitious movement about the house, using the chair, has activated the body’s motion, of course, so that massaging-like effects occur. [...]

[...] This is indeed an ambitious project. [...]

[...] Here we find you very ambitious.

[...] My voice is turned up to show you once again that vitality and your search is not sorrowful and is not for repentance, but is a joyful—and ambitious—and lively thing—and that the energy within you flies through your own being as the birds fly though the sky. [...]

[...] You have been taught to focus all of your attention clearly, ambitiously, energetically in a particular way — so daydreaming, or mixing and matching modes of consciousness, appears passive in a derogatory fashion, or nonactive, or idle. [...]

[...] Perhaps her method of presentation was in keeping with Seth’s own pronouncement at the beginning of his Preface, almost three months ago: “This book will be my most ambitious project thus far. [...]

(“Now: I had a large family — that is, I came from a large family, and I was ambitious, as all intelligent young men of that time were. [...]

[...] Your friend was four years younger than she, five times poorer, and ten times more ambitious.