“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(At 10:30 AM, I checked the clock and I awoke at 11 AM, so the following two dreams took place within the half-hour period. [...]

[...] [There is no such apartment.] I remember that I had forgotten the existence of this apartment and am angry with myself. [...] I am doubly angry at myself when I discover a lovely kitchen and bath between this apartment and our own, since we could have used these rooms ourselves, paying extra rent for them.

(Someplace in here I dance quite happily, am filled with the joy of discovery, and am quite as happy as I have ever been in my life. [...]

(I am in our living room. [...]

[...] For the sun falls upon the stone, and the stone does not say, “Lo and behold, I am a simple stone and not worthy for the sun to fall upon me.” And a flower does not say, “Lo and behold, I am one small flower. In a million universes, who am I that I should grow and develop?” It uses its abilities spontaneously and with joy. [...]

[...] I am glad I am in the company of saints! [...]

Now, I do not make a practice of being severe with young ladies with whom I am not well acquainted—therefore, I am letting you both off the hook. [...]

I am not tired out—my friend Ruburt is not tired out. But I am sorry that you are tired out. [...]

[...] When the same thing happens in our classes, however, I am here—but to a lesser extent than I am at this moment. I am aware of myself, going with our analogy, within the image that you would see on your TV screen. [...]

[...] One: I am who I say I am and these characteristics of mine, are mine, insofar as they can be translated. [...]

[...] Now tonight I am here clearly. My total emotional immersion may be far away from your system, in your terms, when I know I am wanted here, therefore I can appear here. [...]

[...] I am indeed here this evening with more energy and power than a facsimile. But this does not mean that I am not here on those other occasions when you hear me speak. [...]

I am event in the universe

I am a portion of the truth

and I am never betrayed

and because I am

You would do much better if your attitude followed thusly: I am in such a position that my seriousness has given me no benefits. [...] I do not care, for I am playing, which game I try first. So today I shall call up and make an appointment immediately as a teacher and I shall pretend with all my might that I am an excellent teacher. [...]

I have told you and I have told each of you here—that you are basically no different than I am. [...] When you finally feel what I am saying, then you will ride above your own energy! [...]

And when the “little” self says, “I am afraid and I will make excuses,” you must imagine the larger self saying, “I am strong. [...]

[...] I will not give you what you (Brad) want, but to show Laurie what a jolly fellow I am, I will make a compromise. [...] I am aware, as Ruburt keeps reminding me, of your (Theodore) question. [...]

When I am speaking—when I am speaking I force myself to concentrate upon this minute portion of space and time that you think of as this room at this time. When Ruburt is Ruburt, or if you prefer, when Ruburt is Jane, then I let him take care of his own perceptions and I am simply aware of you as you are. That means I am aware of your identities as they are, and I am not limited by the one person you think you are at this time. So I can look at you, for example, knowing your reincarnational existences, and I am not limited to communicating to the one self you think yourself to be. [...]

And now I am going to ask you to return slowly back through these dimensions, pausing but briefly. I am going to try to put physical existence into a different perspective for you. [...]

I am not finished with you. [...]

When I use perceptions in your reality then I automatically translate inner data into physical terms, otherwise I am not limited to that kind of perception. [...]

10:20 AM–11:20: Frank’s men aren’t working this AM. I have a symphony on the radio; am typing James—which is so good—and feel peaceful. [...]

Feel better AM. [...]

[...] I am not afraid that we shall be kicked out of our apartment. And I also am quite sure that as you grow to know Ruburt and as you grow to know me you will realize that there is a difference in our personalities and that indeed when I tell you that my vitality spans both space and time, then you will know that I know whereof I am speaking. [...] I have no body and I am not powerless, how, therefore, can you feel helpless, or you, or any of you? [...]

(Very loud.) Now, in your terms, I am dead! [...] Why is it that I must tell you what vitality is when, in your terms, I am a gray ghost that flits through the darkness of the night—a face that peers through second story windows (in reference to Sue’s being frightened by a face that appeared at her window recently) and meets with no response but a sigh of horror. [...]

[...] Now these characteristics have been mine and they are mine, and I am who I say I am. [...]

So I am the Seth that is beyond the Seth that you know. [...] In your terms, I am a future Seth. [...]

[...] I am as aware of my probable selves, incidentally, as I am of my reincarnational existences. [...] I am not really speaking in terms of group souls, though this interpretation can also be made.

I am alive in Seth Two’s memory, as a self from which he sprang. Yet the self I am now is not the self from which he sprang. [...]

[...] But in your terms, Seth Two is far further divorced from my reality than I am from Ruburt’s. You can imagine Seth Two as a future portion of me if you prefer, and yet far more is involved.

I am myself using simple terms here to try and make these ideas clearer. [...]

[...] I am not afraid that we shall be kicked out of our apartment. And I also am quite sure that as you grow to know Ruburt and as you grow to know me you will realize that there is a difference in our personalities and that indeed... when I tell you that my vitality spans both space and time, then you will know that I know whereof I am speaking... [...] and I am not powerless... [...]

Now, in your terms, I am dead!(Very loud.) How can you then be less lively? [...] when, in your terms, I am a gray ghost that flits through the darkness of the night... [...]

[...] Now these characteristics have been mine, and they are mine, and I am who I say I am. [...]

[...] but I am used to it. [...]

Now, I am using words in a different way this evening and for my own purposes. And I hope when I am finished, you will be sufficiently unscrambled to know what I am telling you, because when you are not scrambled, you do not understand what I am saying! [...]

[...] That shows you how modern and up-to-date I am, and proves that I am not archaic. [...]

[...] I am waiting for your assent. [...]

[...] While you think, “I am man, a member of a certain species, inhabiting a planet named Earth in this space and in this time,” then you place artificial barriers between you and your perceptions. [...]

I am what I am, interpreted through your reality. [...] To some extent, I am like a particularly vivid, persistent, recurring dream image, visiting the mass psyche, only with a reality that is not confined to dreams — a dream image that attains a psychological fullness that can seem to make ordinary consciousness a weak apparition by contrast, psychologically speaking.

You may say if you wish that I am a dream image lacking even an image — but if so, then each individual whose life is changed by my words must question: “What is a dream?” In the same way that my personality exists without physical manifestation, so does your own. [...] The difference is that you are not consciously aware of what you are doing, but I am. [...]

[...] As I speak in sessions, therefore, I am not entirely myself.

I am not speaking here of gods, but of psychological structures different from the ones you know. [...]

[...] I am waiting to see how you do, and Ruburt will be mad at me because he will say that you will not be spontaneous if you know I am around and, you see, you must prove him wrong. [...]

[...] I am referring here to many things. I am referring, in the main however, to a deep feeling of oneness with other human beings. [...]

Now, I wish you all a good evening and I am going to be here to see how you do. [...]

[...] There is an old, unfortunate idea, and I am sure by now you are above it and it is, that in order to be pious you must work very hard and be extremely dignified. [...]

[...] Now, I am quite prepared to continue quite as I am now with you here for some time. [...]

[...] If I occasionally take you to task, I am speaking to two members of the class in particular, and if I occasionally take you to task, then ask yourselves who else cares enough to take you to task, and if I do not take you to task, who else will take you to task? [...]

Now you hear the words, but I am behind the words and highly creative activities must go on on both our parts, so that my thoughts can be translated into words that will make meaning and sense to you. [...]

For your information I can taste the wine and fortunately I am not affected by the wine, although Ruburt may be. [...]

[...] Now these are things that you will learn, and I am not scolding you, do not look at me like that, or you will make me cry, but it is the only time I have to get a hold of you, and so I want you to understand what I am saying. [...]

[...] Now, I am a very fine, kind old gentleman, at least in this aspect, so you need not be nervous. [...]

[...] In the terms of which I am speaking, this is not the kind of question. [...]

Now I can tell you what the light is, but when I do that, I am a poor teacher, for a good teacher knows how to let others discover meanings for themselves, and that is a part of your experience. [...]

[...] The fact merely remains that I am who I am, and I am not Ruburt.

[...] Nevertheless I cannot help but grow annoyed when I am literally besieged with the protests meant to insist upon his sanity, the point being that if he is sane, then I must be some nefarious seven-eyed monster. He does indeed give acquiescence for these sessions, and I am indeed fond of you both. [...]

I myself am in fine fettle. However I realize that I am somewhat freer than you, and I will indeed, my Joseph, end the session at your request.

I should warn you that I am indeed feeling rather humorous myself this evening, and we have been so besieged with weighty matters that I have not had the opportunity to express myself in the more sociable fashion that I would like. [...]

You knew, and I am not implying, I am not implying guilt. [...]

[...] I am awaiting for your answer. [...]

[...] The love which was awakened is to be directed in other areas, and you may speak when I am finished, but for this one time I will have my say. [...]

[...] Now I am not speaking in words of physical communication but you opened up its awareness. [...]

I am speaking with you this evening so that you realize I am hardly deserting you. I have told you I am a teacher, and I have let the principal in the door. [...]

In your terms, I am very ancient, and yet what I am is always new. [...]

[...] I am not your Seth Two yet. I am aware of him. [...]

[...] Your first Seth is independent, and I am independent. [...]

I am pleased to see this. I am also pleased to see the mark of personal confidence, as far as Ruburt is concerned, and your joint decision that he leave the gallery. I am fully aware, perhaps indeed surely more aware than either of you, of the dangers of distortion in this material.

I am not perfect. I am a personality, not a deity, all understanding and all just, and I am at times irascible. [...]

My personality may indeed at times show that I am somewhat of an impatient man, who boxes his pupils’ ears, symbolically of course, but I have never made any pretense to be other than I am.

[...] Again, as far as I am concerned, and I am Seth, the Seth material begins with the Seth material.

Now (in a quieter voice) I am here this evening merely to tell you that I am here. I am not here to do wonders. I am here to tell you that I have survived physical death, and that you have survived physical death time and time again. [...]

[...] This evening however I am concerned with your education, and when I am concerned with your education I am apt to be rather dry. [...]

I have been biding my time, seeking for the most auspicious moment in which to speak to you, and to announce my presence—for I am here in these classes, as indeed Ruburt knows that I am. [...]

And I am aware of many things that you think and do not say. [...]