“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Then, the strong conflict between the ego and subconscious was the result of home environment. He allowed himself no spontaneous expression at home with his mother. This denied, his normal spontaneity exploded when it was allowed opportunity, sometimes in unfortunate circumstances. In panic, the ego then tripled its defenses. He was not capable of loving Zeh or anyone, later. They both knew this and counted upon it. With Zeh, again, Ruburt denied the spontaneous self in normal daily interaction with him; with Zeh. And this denied spontaneous self exploded when and where it could.

In Ruburt’s years with Zeh, there was severe splitting of the personality. It is not a new thing with him to push aside the subconscious at all. In all cases when he does, an explosion of one kind occurs. His subconscious intuitive self, you see, is extremely vital, alive, and unusually insistent for expression, even for the subconscious which is known for this.

(“No. Go ahead.” Walter Zeh was Jane’s first husband.)

(Seth slipped in some personal material on Walter Zeh before “Ruburt catches me in the act.” [...] Now he said that Walter Zeh had also been an invalid in a previous life, and a female. For reasons he didn’t go into now, Jane owed Walter Zeh a debt, which she has paid in full. [...] In his previous life Walter Zeh had been crippled because of an accident.

(Walter Zeh is a fragment personality, and a disturbed one. [...]

Walter Zeh was your wife’s sister. [...] Walter Zeh was tubercular, and also as a woman extremely fleshy, as indeed your wife was. [...]

[...] However quite a bit of good information came through and so I must say good night, this time for Ruburt’s sake, as he is blocking Walter Zeh or Z-i-a-k-a material most strongly.

(“And with Walter Zeh’s?" [Walt was Jane’s first husband.])

[...] Walter Zeh was her first husband. [...]

[...] He was not loyal, in those terms, to Walter Zeh, or he would still be with him. [...]

[...] I paraphrase all of his dialogue even though my memory is good: “Bob, there’s a couple you’ve got to meet—her name’s Jane Zeh and her husband is Walt. [...] Ed added that a few days later, on Saturday night, the Zehs were to join a gathering of friends at his and Ella’s home in Schuylerville.

A year later Jane made the naive mistake of seeking comfort in a marriage to a new friend, Walter Zeh, who was having his own difficult life with just one parent. [...]

[...] Jane divorced Walter Zeh in 1954, and published Seth Speaks in 1972 and Personal Reality in 1974. [...]

[...] I replied, but heard no more from the Zeh family. [...]

I am not implying that the father consciously intends either unkindness nor revenge, any more than I am implying that Ruburt intended unkindness or revenge on Walter Zeh; yet was this not the result, and is it not the result here?

[...] I hesitate to go into Jane’s Walter Zeh experience at this time. [...]

Her Walter Zeh comes in here very definitely. [...]